He can't see me until next week, but I did call.
I actually took a nap this afternoon, I was so exhausted. I think pain takes alot out of me. Then I took a quick trip to the grocery store with Evelyn for all the things I didn't get yesterday, like green peppers and romaine and apples and grapefruit and bananas and spinach and grape juice and burger and chicken...some special mousse for her curly hair, which I had a coupon for...
Home to make meatballs for dinner. I had canned green beans with sauce and meatballs. And salad with cucumbers and black olives and green peppers, no dressing. Then I made cookies. Chocolate chocolate chip, and chocolate chocolate chip with coconut. I only had one, the coconut kind. I didn't bake them all, just put the dough in the 'fridge. I wish the kids would eat them all up, because yum!
I am trying desperately to get back on track with the weight loss. But today I just couldn't bring myself to exercise. I was too tired. Hopefully tomorrow!
The thing is, it takes so long to see results! I have come to this standstill, yet I am alive and kicking and craving chocolate. I cannot have it. I do not want to gain the weight back. I want to lose more. I want to ride that bike with Jonathan. I want to run. I want to feel good. So I will suffer, I will deny myself. It feels free and good when I overcome my cravings, when I walk away, when I say NO.
Question: anyone just have only one gallbladder attack? Allison, you didn't ever have a second one? Hmm. I would like that very much. All day I found myself expecting the pain to come sneaking back...
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The first attack I had was bad and I went to the E.R. After that I stayed away from fatty foods and spicy foods and didnt have another attack until the night before my surgery when I wasnt so careful watching what I ate. Hope you dont have another attack, glad you called the doctor
Rachel
Rachel, I am glad I called too. I just always have this fear the dr. is going to check me out and say I am fine, why did I come in?
Della, I only ever had the one supposed gallstone attack, which now that I think about it, is strange because I did not stop eating those types of greasy foods for years afterwards (until recently ;) ) Chocolate is my worst conspirator! Constantly beckoning me with it's deliciousness... I want to run and ride bikes with Meghan too! :)
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